There's a new favorite song of mine - I discovered it from one of those free Starbucks/iTunes download. It's called "Still" by Great Lake Swimmers. I love it so much because it's about self evolving (evolvement?). A lot of my friends, including myself, are going through major life changes. The words capture that anticipation perfectly.
Here are the words:
I'm still tuning myself to the great key
I'm still mining for light in the dark wells
I'm still a frequency swaying deep in the wind
I'm still searching whispers in between yells
I'm still swimming in harmony
I'm still dreaming of flight
I'm still lost in the waves, night after night
I'm still an arrow unshot, fixed in a bow
I'm still a fire until, ready to go
I'm still longing and waiting, with anticipation to fly
I'm still studying the patterns in the night sky
I'm still note that's unplayed, ink on the page
I'm still a cry in the night, lonesome and high
I'm still tuned to an instrument of greater and unknown design
I'm still looking for direction, some kind of sign
As we all go through life changes, we maneuver them. But the hardest changes to maneuver are the ones with unknown consequences, and the ones that impact our loved ones.
I'm eagerly anticipating hearing from The White House on the Fellowship. Whatever the outcome is, I know I'm still bound for great things. I know that I'm still waiting for something great to happen. I can feel it. I feel a change coming. The loneliness of waiting is gut wrenching.
I believe God takes us where we need to be, where we can to use our gifts the best. I know He made me with great strength and varied talents, all made to manifest the glory within me. Right now, as it always is, I'm becoming who I am meant to be. I'm still growing and evolving to the best version of myself. I can't wait to see the results, mine and those around me.
May you still grow and love and be ready for the greatness coming. :)